However, once I step outside of Him and the boundaries that He has set, my life turns into a chaotic mess. I have found that I can hold on to peace when I am living in the realms set by Jesus Christ. I seek to live a life free of rushing around…feeling as if my wings are flapping as fast as those of the humming bird. I on the other hand, hold "PEACE" at a very high standard in my life.
Kam expressed that "calmness" holds high priority in his life, he wants to live a life free of stress, confrontation, and would like the freedom to operate by his own clock.
Kam and I had our talk today and initially we thought that we had different ideas as to what’s most important. Anyhow my phone is about to die so I am going to sign off.
So anyhow of was a realization about myself that I am going to start figuring out how to resolve through this group. I have slacked on running because I am not being instantly gratified with weight loss. I don't want to take the time to establish the rules and help her learn them and follow through on them. I want Chloe to listen to me right then and there. I am not disciplined because I have trouble with delayed gratification. I figured out why I have trouble with this. My running has not done as well as I wanted since being on vacation which many people might expect because hey, I'm on vacation! But for me, again, its a reflection of the life I have become accustomed to. For instance, the week we dis 2proapt, I did it that week but haven't done it since. For me, it was a reflection of what I believe my life has been over the past several years. I realized that there was a lack of consistency and follow through.not always but pretty regularly. Then I started to realize that it takes discipline to discipline. TJ and I are at the end of our patience with her. Lately she has been, well, just outright disrespectful. Chloe has really been challenging these past several months. I know this doesn't go along with this week's session (I am guessing since we weren't there) but after this week, I really feel challenged regarding discipline and the idea of "Delayed Gratification". Hey friends! Sorry we missed you this week but we are on vacation! Also I am flogging on my phone cuz internet is not working here and my phone has autocorrect so beware of any weird words that don't seem to fit.
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